Confession:

I'm a terrible napper.

There are few things that I enjoy more, and even fewer that I'm worse at.

My first problem is finding the time. My second is that I can't wind down, can't relax. My body will occasionally be overcome with exhaustion and I will drift off to sleep, but it's always shallow and superficial. I snap awake with violence and a panicky feeling in my chest. I always feel as if there was something I was supposed to do, or some deadline I haven't met, something I'm forgetting...I'm always tense. I can't let go... It's something I'm working on, this napping thing.